Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Carolina Callin' Me Home




Once again I am entirely overdue for an update. We are now completely (for the most part) moved in to our new house in Sanford NC, doggie n' all. The house is so cozy, and finally feeling like home. Furnishing the place was a bit hectic, but having Kurt's sister here to help was amazing! Basically our days are spent working.. Kurt has work every day until about 5pm when he gets home, and I've been working from home for Delaware Coastal Programs, and taking a micro econ course to get ready for Duke in the fall! We've also been making some awesome slow cooker meals and getting acquainted with the kitchen a bit more...

Even though we've had a lot of visitors, we've managed to have a lot of fun and get a lot done! Kurt and I finally went on our first scuba diving adventure together, off of Beaufort, NC. We went down about 65 feet to the USS Indra, a huge wreck that was sunk as part of the artificial reef program. The visibility was surprisingly good, it looked almost like Florida, especially with the corals growing on the wreck, and the reef fishes. We also saw some huge amber jacks and some pretty intimidating jellyfish. It's nice to know that we can go down and dive in one day! Here's a photo of the Indra way before it was sunk :)

Even though Sanford is a definite change from Pennsylvania/Delaware, I really do like it. It's great to be with Kurt all of the time, and I definitely like the scenery. Most of the open space is woodland, and our backyard is filled with wildlife. Kurt and I also found a pretty great park to go to together, and with Klaus. The only downside is it is SO hot... 95 degrees almost every day this week!
It's even too hot for the pool. Sometimes it does get a little lonely here when Kurt is at work and I'm at home, but yesterday I met and hung out with some other army wives whose husbands are posted at Bragg, which was a lot of fun. Hopefully I didn't scare them off too badly! ;)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Our Puppy: Klaus



So we are so excited about our first addition to the family, that I'm going to prematurely post this! This is Klaus. I was looking online for places near where we will be living, and found the CARA animal shelter, in Sanford NC. Just casually looking through the dogs page, I noticed that one of the dogs' names was Klaus.

Normally, this wouldn't be anything special, BUT... Kurt's middle name is Klaus, and sort of has a funny story behind it! So, it was just fate that his name was Klaus, AND he's a Jack Russell mix (Kurt apparently loves Jack Russells and needs to have a dog with wirey hair to prevent allergies). It turns out that Klaus is a bit young too, only a year old!

I kept an eye on him on the internet for a few weeks, probably even a month, though I doubted he'd still be available when we even had the time to go down.... But, much to my suprise he was still there when we went house hunting in the area, and that's where we got to meet him! Although Klaus felt the need to pee on every tree in the yard where we visited him, he seemed like a very happy boy, and ready to play.. just a little distracted. I think he's been cooped up in those kennels for way too long, so the look of the yard got him in an exploring mood! We also found out that poor Klaus was 'adopted' twice, and people were going to pay for him and pick him up all at once, and never showed up! Poor guy!

When I heard this, I knew we should pay for him in advance, so he, and the volunteers at the shelter would know we meant business :) the other day we put down the payment for his adoption fee, and I went and bought him all kinds of things for when we pick him up on May 19. In addition to a leash and brush, shampoo, etc... I just bought this collar on the internet! I gave Kurt a whole bunch of collar choices, but he picked the one I liked best (not sure if he really liked it the best or was just trying to make me happy, either way, he's a sweety!)



We can't wait to pick him up!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Overdue Update!








It has been so long since I updated this! Here are some pictures from the wedding! Shout out to Becca Stotler, the greatest photographer in the world!

Anywho, the wedding went amazingly smooth! The only regret I have is that it went so quickly! People aren't kidding when they say that you feel like it's over in two seconds! Everything was beautiful, and everyone who was traveling long distances was able to make it on time. I'm so grateful for having such loving friends and family!

In addition to wedding stuff, we're in the process of buying a house in Sanford NC, and we just adopted a year old terrier mix from a local shelter, we're picking him up the week we move in!

Hopefully the moving process goes quickly, right now I'm back at work for a few weeks wrapping things up and getting packed! We also just found out that Kurt wont be deployed for a while, so I'm very excited about that!

Everying is falling into place :)

Friday, March 19, 2010

TGIF!




I'm so excited that it's finally Friday, ANNDD my bachelorette party is tomorrow! I'm so excited! I have no idea where they're taking me, but it's sure to be an amazing day/night. I still have to go out and buy shoes. I bought these rediculous red shoes the other day, thinking they would go great with the dress, but I was mistaken. Booooo. Oh well, I guess I can find somewhere else to wear them!

I've been doing alright with the running actually, and ran at Killens shaving 20 seconds off of my time. It felt pretty good. Forcing myself to run really sucks, but once I'm done I feel so much better. I guess it outweighs the bad in this case.

Other than that, nothing is really new. I can't seem to finish Kurt's birthday present in time for his birthday. I was really a little too ambitious about what I could do in the time given, but I can still give it to him and it will alt least be almost done....

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Great Day












I have to say that today was an awesome day!

I was pleasantly suprised, after being tricked into dropping off paperwork across the street, to find my entire office clan in the conference room with all kinds of food and presents for me:) They threw me a mini bridal shower! I was so suprised. It's so nice to feel like people care, I had no expectation what-so-ever other than maybe a card, but they really suprised me! So today I'm gong to buy them cards, after I go and buy myself an outfit for my bachelorette party this weekend (for which I'm SO excited about!)

Also, yesterday (even though it's probably counteracted by my binging on 'bad' foods) I ran the 3.2 miles at Killens Pond in 26 minutes. Now, I know this is no amazing feat, but for me, it's pretty good! I haven't timed myself running in a loooong time (since high school), but I heard that 20-30 minutes is decent, so I'm glad that I can at least keep up with that, and feel a little bit 'in shape'. I'm going to try to keep running it, and get the time down so maybe I could do a few 5k runs in the future!

All in all, this week is shaping up to be really great:)

Friday, March 12, 2010

Crunch Time















Yup, the time is here. 27 days until the big day. WOW!
Definitely exciting! Although, I must say, dealing with guests is the most irritating duty in the world of wedding planning.


I am generally a very laid back bride these past six months, very open to everyone's ideas, wishing I could invite a lot of people instead of wanting to cut back the list, not very picky about specific details, and generally really optimistic.

With that said..... and yes, this will sound bridezilla-ish, but I only have two things to say:

1) If your invitation does not say 'and Guest' or the name of your significant other, you CANNOT have a date. Sorry, but you can't. There are enough people that have been invited to this wedding that you will have a stupendous time, because your group of friends, formed previous to the time that you acquired a new girlfriend/boyfriend, will be there stag as well. I'm sorry, thats just how it is. I know a lot of it is ignorance to wedding etiquette, believe me I've been there, but we just can't afford it given the amount of people in our immediate families, and the size of the rental space. :) k thanks.

2) I am the bride. Please refer all of your logistical questions for how to cart your drunk butt home from the reception, to either my parents or to my lovely maid of honor, who has so kindly stepped up for the job. Love you Jacq!!


All that being said, I love you all!! Just a bit stressed out here :)

I think running helps though, I was pretty excited the other day, I ran the whole killens pondside trail without stopping, 3.2 miles.. which is a big deal for me lately! Hopefully it will cut down on my flabby arms for the wedding!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

What a Beautiful Day!



In more ways than one!

Not only is this the first day in practically months that the sun is shining, let alone almost 60 degrees and the birds are chirping, but it is exactly 30 days until our wedding! Hooray!

Today I'm just all around excited and can't wait for everything to get moving! Everything is pretty much completed at this point,and the RSVPs are filtering in! I just wish Kurt and I could move to NC now and be the crazy happy couple we always are when we're together. Like he said today, we deserve it!

I know it's premature, but the picture is the kind of puppy we want, once we get settled. A cairn terrier (Toto from the Wizard of Oz) :)

Happy Tuesday!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

"I'm Taking my Beer"



So, if you've seen Will Farrel's "The Landlord" skit, you know what the title of this blog and the photo are refering to. If you haven't seen it, stop reading this and google it NOW. It's SO funny.

Anyway, as you've probably surmised, I'm having issues with the logistics of moving to NC. Apartment issues to be exact and it's driving me to drink (not literally!). Basically, I want to move out in May, but our lease isn't up until August 31. Apparently I can terminate the lease early if I have evidence of government subsidized housing, which may or may not include a stipend from the military to pay for housing near Bragg. I still have to figure that out. Along with making this distinction, I have to see exactly how much my roommate will hate me, if I decide to terminate the lease early. This issue, plus the wedding, plus moving, plus accepting a grad school offer, have all got my stomach in a knot.

Just ranting. Thats all I have to say about that.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

More Snow?

Well, just after my last rant about how I want it to warm up, so I can get outside and get rid of my cabin fever, they announce that we'll be having another snow storm. Actually, I think they're calling it a 'snowicane' because of the potential for 60 mph winds. It's actually another Nor' Easter, but it's moving along a different path than the typical nor easter like the other three we've had this season.

I can't say that I mind all that much,the snow always does look beautiful right after falling. Hopefully immediately after the temperature will skyrocket to get rid of some of the snow on the ground. One beef I have though, is that I can't afford to have my work canceled, because I won't get paid so hopefully that won't happen!

Anyway, I must say that I'm so excited that Kurt is finally done BOLC! He should be on his way here to spend the week with me! I couldn't be happier! Everything is moving along, and the wedding is right around the corner! I have to say that I do miss visiting him in Missouri though, we really did so many things there. I think we visited almost every state park in the area, and our New Years Eve event was epic. I need to get some photos here so I can post them on the blog!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Hurry Up and Wait!


I came to the conclusion today that I'm in need of some serious serenity. I don't know, maybe I need to meditate or something. All I know is, I'm not being very nice to people and I'm especially quick to irritate this past week and today (my appologies to everyone, :P). I feel like when I'm not with Kurt doing something fun, I'm just bored and anxious all the time, and I've reached my limit.

I think the snow has something to do with it too, because I feel like I just need a few hours to sit in the woods, or go running in the state park and not be around anyone, but I can't because the snow has been on the ground preventing me from going outside for the past three weeks! A long winter is not beautiful here in Delaware. The trees look pretty the day after a storm, but farm fields not-so-much, nor the mounds of brown/black snow on either side of the street. 40 inches of snow later, we've had enough.

Instead of going outside, I've been reading novels that take place outside and dreaming about being there, which only contributes to my frustration.
I have to say the biggest issue right now is my job. I do like my job DESCRIPTION, but because I'm fairly new to the work that needs to be done, my job consists of sitting in front of the computer, finishing my assignments and then being bored and feeling unproductive, which also makes me feel more irritated and antsy.I can't take on larger assignments because I don't have enough experience dealing with permitting larger projects. Blah office jobs!! It's definitely time to go back to school and be challenged by something. I think I'm more used to school where your days alternate, you learn something new every day, you have homework and projects that challenge you, and relate to what you like (like the paper I had to write on the phylogeography of sea turtles, or my horseshoe crab stuff, or something, not making a list of contacts for every enviro consultant in Delmarva). I know Duke is super expensive, but if I go there, I can go back to doing the fun challenging stuff again! :) :)

Anyways, when I'm at work, I find myself filling up these moments of boredom with worrying about logistical things that will need to take place in the next month; all of the wedding stuff I need to get done, worrying about money and school, and worrying about taking off of work and moving to NC. The only problem is, right now, I've finished all I can get done now to prepare for everything , so it's like I can only plan so much, and hurry so much, and then I just have to wait until I can complete the next task. Therefore, I'm stuck thinking about it over and over, but can't do anything.

I'm half worried, half excited and impatient about all of these changes! I cannot wait to move to NC and be with Kurt, and start our new life there. That being said, lets get on with it already! lol. I'm bored, and cold!

I definitely need to stop bitching though. Here's my list of things to do, to make myself less abrasive to others (haha) and less irritated:

1) Work out at the gym this week
2) Sew this stupid bear thing I bought (yes, I bought a sewing project. NERD!)
3) Go find bows to put on the wedding favors
4) Go to Killens as soon as the snow melts
5) Buy my bridesmaid gifts
6) Go get final dress fitting and visit UD friends for dinner
7) Make a list of scholarships to apply for to fund Duke


Hurry up April :)

Friday, February 19, 2010

Reminiscing




I have to say, that today I really really miss UD!

I miss freshman year, when I met my favorite roommate for the first time :)
I miss getting up early, with my books in hand and Angels and Airwaves in my headphones, treking to the Perkins Center or the Library to get coffee before class.
I miss spending time with Lisa and our many dive classes and trips!
I miss main street; the book stores, restaurants,clothing shops, etc (including going with Taryn to Dunkin before Ichthyology class!)
I miss living in the towers, and accidentally making burned chocolate (lol Colleen)
I miss the University Garden Apartments, Watching friends, and Taco Tuesday!
I miss the sorority! (especially I weekend and rushing)
I miss CLASS! Especially my wildlife classes filled with friends, crazy dendrology profs, and silly graduate students who make jokes about whales and PBR (hah)
I miss taxonomy
I miss homework (I know, thats a sign that it's time for grad school!)
I miss Smith Hall and Kirkbride, especially in the spring
I miss study abroad trips, especially Costa Rica, and every person who was there
I miss Nancite Beach, and hiking to get there
I miss counting horseshoe crabs and living in Lewes acting like a marine science grad
I miss after-lab Deer Park dinners!
I miss being able to walk home from the bar
I miss people EXPECTING me to be irresponsible at times, and that being okay
I miss 63 New London Road
I miss St. Patty's day at Grottos
I miss coming home on breaks and seeing my best friends
I miss the weekend I met Kurt
I miss going to visit Kurt at West Point
I miss Pitt, camping, and going to Cape Henlopen, Assateague Island, and White Clay Creek State Park to attempt fishing

Now, I can't wait to start grad school and life with my amazing husband-to-be. However, it sure does feel great knowing that after all of those amazing experiences, I achieved what I set out to do while at the University of Delaware, and I had damn good time doing it.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Angry Face!



LOVE Colbie Caillat :)

"Seems that nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel the weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd wanna go
But now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Here before my eyes, many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance, what lies down the road?
Feeling so confused, turned around."


This is totally true. Sometimes we feel like all of our dreams have come true, and then we look more closely, and we feel frightened; afraid of growing up.

All of these things coming down at once. Who would have thought, that after a blink of an eye we start from irresponsible teenager/college students and then, almost like some tribal coming-of-age ceremony (aka graduation)we transform into adults that shouldn't be acting out, shouldn't be consuming mass amounts of alcohol and procrastinating on homework, and can't fall back on our parents anymore to throw college tuition money at us.

I feel like yesterday I graduated, and now I'm 35 years old. There was no in-between! No transition! Now I'm expected to have a perfect job and take on all of these responsibilities. Taking out loans to pay for school is no longer affordable or accapetable. Some people went into college with debt. I, however, did not. Thanks to my wonderful parents who I'm very very grateful for, I was able to go through four full years at Delaware with not a penny of debt. Now that I want to take out some loans myself to go to graduate school, some people are telling me that its silly to take out loans and acquire debt. That its time to grow up and start making money. But, what about people in medical school? Getting their MBAs? Those professional schools cost money. They're not paid with a stipend and full tuition waivers (unless you get a scholarship/fellowship); yet no one views them as making a poor financial decision.

On the flip side, I feel like if I were to do some other things, they would still be considered unnaceptable because I'm too young. What about having kids?? Some people would say I'm too young, and need to accomplish other things first.

What's the in between? How does society 'tell' us to take on all of these adult responsibilites so fast, yet we still judged by society on other issues?

I feel like because I'm almost 23 years old, and about to get married, I should be able to make my own decisions, and whatever they may be, they should be accepted by society. If I want to take loans out for school, I can make that decision. My decisions are my own, and mine alone (or my husband's too because its 'US').

If I want to go to grad school and take out 30,000 bucks in debt, I will. I'm not too old to do that. If I want to have a kid, I will! I'm not too young! And, even more "un-acceptable", if I want to do BOTH, I will. It's no one else's business but mine!

:) okay, I'm done.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Happy




Here I am, sitting at work, bored as anything (a lot of ppl couldn't come in today, because they're stuck in the snow!) Since I have nothing to do, I can't help but think of the good things that I have, because I really feel blessed in my life (note the smiley fish, I think he is a good representation of my mood right now!). I have an amazing fiance, a great family, friends, and an awesome job.

But while I continue to think about how wonderful all of those things are,
I can't help but feel a little happy about this as well :)

http://grad-schools.usnews.rankingsandreviews.com/best-graduate-schools/top-public-affairs-schools/environmental-management

Duke is ranked #3 out of all Environmental Policy and Management Master's programs in the US. Harvard is #7 (thanks for pointing that out Jacq, lol) Maybe it is worth those loans afterall? :)

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Ready for Summer



So, this is the view from the Duke Marine Lab, in Beaufort, NC. If I end up enrolling at Duke, I will get to do research HERE my second year in the program, and at least go visit and go to the beach during my free time (with Kurt on the weekends too!)during the first year.

Who wouldn't want to go here??? :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Think Before You Speak!



Ok, so I'm not trying to be the die hard liberal here at all. If you know me well, you know that I'm pretty moderate in most cases, but I do work for the State of Delaware, and a lot of my work focuses on climate change (and resulting sea level rise) mitigation and adaptation.

That being said, I am completely infuriated by people who continue to post things on facebook about how the two blizzards that happened in the past week, are indications that climate change/global warming doesn't exist (and I'm not posting this because you asked me about it babe:) lol). This is more in the response to someone who shall not me named, who lives at home with their parents and has held the same political views as them, for their entire like 30 years of life, or however old this said person is. Now, I'm not saying that I believe that those of you who disagree with climate change have no merit. There are plenty of people out there that have tried and continue to succeed at finding scientific evidence suggesting that climate change is just a natural cycle on the earth. These people are intelligent. They have scientific backgrounds, and they UNDERSTAND both sides of the argument, yet try to disprove the other. Also, I commend those people who agree with these scientists, or just don't believe in climate change but actually take the time to research the subject. If you look into both sides and decide for yourself that's what you want to believe, then go for it, good for you..

HOWEVER.... Don't post shitty things on your news feed, about how Al Gore sucks (I'm not a HUGE fan either, but that's beside the point), or tell me that I shouldn't be too upset if my fiance goes to war, and therefore want this war to come to a (quick, but also safe and appropriate) end because he 'chose to be in the army and so we can't be upset about deployment.'

Now that I've vented (and I'm sorry), let me give you some information to chew on. I wouldn't have a job, if it weren't for the people living on the coast, in Delaware (Bower's beach, for example), wanting to know and understand what they can do, to be ready for the increase of about 3ft of sea level rise in the next 100 years. Yes, 3 feet doesn't sound like a lot, and 'you' might not think its a big deal, or understand that it is, in fact, due to the increase in temperature of the water (due to climate change), which causes the expansion of water molecules, among other things. Their town will go under water. I'm not just saying that to be dramatic, we actually have inundation maps made with GIS, along with LiDAR elevation data to prove this. In addition, I'm not just unloading this because I'm an activist (I tend to not want to voice my political opinions because I hate arguing), I'm just sick of people who don't take the time to educate themselves on an issue, and then continue to publicly bash all issues that are considered 'liberal,' one being climate change.

Now, back to the issue at hand. Before you talk any kind of smack on these last 2 blizzards, and tell me that it disproves climate change, check out this article by Time Magazine, 'East Coast Blizzard Tied to Global Warming'
http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,1962294,00.html

in case you don't want to take the time to read it, here are the high points:

"The 2009 U.S. Climate Impacts Report found that large-scale cold-weather storm systems have gradually tracked to the north in the U.S. over the past 50 years. While the frequency of storms in the middle latitudes has decreased as the climate has warmed, the intensity of those storms has increased. That's in part because of global warming — hotter air can hold more moisture, so when a storm gathers it can unleash massive amounts of snow. Colder air, by contrast, is drier; if we were in a truly vicious cold snap, like the one that occurred over much of the East Coast during parts of January, we would be unlikely to see heavy snowfall.But as far as winter storms go, shouldn't climate change make it too warm for snow to fall? Eventually that is likely to happen — but probably not for a while. In the meantime, warmer air could be supercharged with moisture and, as long as the temperature remains below 32°F, it will result in blizzards rather than drenching winter rainstorms."


And FINALLY, yet most importantly,

"It's a mistake to use any one storm — or even a season's worth of storms — to disprove climate change (or to prove it; some environmentalists have wrongly tied the lack of snow in Vancouver, the site of the Winter Olympic Games, which begin this week, to global warming). Weather is what will happen next weekend; climate is what will happen over the next decades and centuries. And while our ability to predict the former has become reasonably reliable, scientists are still a long way from being able to make accurate projections about the future of the global climate."

If you can refute these statements with some cited information of your own, go for it.


But basically, please everyone stop talking without backing yourselves up with some solid science! The people in the field of climate change adaptation will continue to do what they do to plan for something that may or may not happen, and the people, some of which who have never researched a scientific paper on climate change in their life, will continue to run their mouths discrediting science they don't even comprehend. Lastly, above it all, for those of us who do believe that the results of climate change will be devastating and actually want to do something about it, what really is the harm in playing it safe?

Finally!


Dear Kathleen:

Congratulations! Your application and supporting documents have been carefully reviewed by the Admissions and Awards Committee of the Nicholas School of the Environment at Duke University and I am pleased to inform you that you have been accepted to begin study in the professional master’s degree program commencing with the 2010 fall semester.

For those of you who know, April of last year (2009) was a very stressful time for me. I tried, without success, to apply to graduate school. My life was consumed by the decisions I would receive. Once I didn't get accepted anywhere, I was devastated, and felt that I had no self worth. Rediculous, I know. Instead, I found a job, had some free time to see visit Kurt and do the things we love to do, and by doing that, I realized that I was more than just my academic career; my amazing fiance, family, hobbies, values, etc, make me who I am.

Once we realized that we'll be living in NC to go to Fort Bragg, I decided to apply to grad school again. This time, however, I knew it would be just a piece of my plan for the future, not the whole thing. I was content knowing that if it didn't work out, I could find another job, spend time getting settled together in NC, and take it from there.

Needless to say, I was pleasantly surprised to get this email last night! Finally! My hard work has paid off. Although the program is expensive, right now I'm just basking in the contentment of finally achieving my goal. One that I almost gave up on after the discouragement of taking the GRE twice, and having professors tell me I was close, but just not close enough, to being admitted.

Finally, the only thing I want to say is, YAY!!! :)

Monday, February 8, 2010

Only Two Months Left!



It's official. As of tomorrow, there are only 60 days left until I am Mrs. Kat Hoenke. That being said, the invitations are all addressed, stamped, and ready to go out! The blizzard allowed for work to be canceled, and for me to have much needed time to get these things done. Hopefully the additional 10 inches expected tomorrow night doesn't put a damper on my Valentine's Day date in MO with Kurt!

It's crazy, sometimes I really think luck is on our side with this wedding; the tiniest coincidences just keep happening. For example, the rehearsal dinner place happens to have a huge painting on the wall of army cadets in the same uniform Kurt used to wear. We didn't even know until after we booked it! Also, the post office just happened to have EXACTLY 150 wedding style stamps today. Needless to say, everything is going really smoothly, and hopefully stays that way!

My Mom ordered M&Ms to put in the favors, they're light yellow, blue and purple, and will have our faces on them, as well as some little thinks like K+K April 2010. Too cute!

Friday, February 5, 2010

Blizzard in Delaware!


So, here we all sit in good ol' Dover, awaiting the "Blizzard Conditions" that are supposed to start at around noon today. Up to 24 inches of snow! It's unbelievable. From working at the Delaware Coastal Programs, where we're designing a climate change adaptation plan for the state, I should say that climate change is causing an increase in "Nor' Easter" storms, and therefore I should be upset that it's about to snow buckets down on my little apartment in the middle of East Bumble****. However, I have to say I'm really happy about it! I love the snow, and I feel like we need one more blast before spring arrives. I'm trying to get home before the snow starts today, so that I can get our invitations addressed before the end of the weekend!

Moving on, after looking at the Duke website today, they already have their weekend for admitted students (March 26-27) posted on the web! I'm hoping to hear some kind of news in the next two weeks!
Ugh, I hate waiting. I really wish I was doing something right now to keep myself busy, like off somewhere with Kurt, in some wilderness camping :)

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Inching Forward!

We're supposed to get a foot of snow this weekend, AGAIN. I don't know what's going on with that. I feel like one yr we have no snow, and now it's been slowing non-stop. The state can't really afford to pay DelDOT workers to plow on the weekends/overtime so this should be interesting. I'm going to attempt to make it up to Wallingford before the snow starts, but I doubt that will happen. I like the snow though, reminds me of going to Marquette with Kurt.

Anyway, after coming in to work today, I got an email from the professor I want to work with at NC State, asking me if we could have a phone interview/discussion! This is good news! I would definitely love to work in his lab, he does more applied research, measuring the success of protected areas and conservation practices by looking at wildlife populations, among other things. If I get in here, I'm going to definitely need a new pair of hiking boots. I still feel like Duke is my first choice, but I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do financially :(. I guess we'll just let the chips fall and see if I get in, and what money is offered.

I really really can't wait to live with Kurt. I started looking up some more apartments more closely today, and found one that seems perfect. It'd be right in between Bragg and Raleigh/Durham, and aparently a lot of military families live there too. The same company owns 4 or so apartment communities in the area, and all of them look great. I guess it's just a matter of what one we like the best! HOpefully Kurt will like this one too. I really miss him a lot today, looking up apartments and planning out our lives together makes me feel closer to him.

I realized yesterday that the best way to get motivation to go to the gym, for me, is to pack my work out clothes and go straight from work, so that's the plan for today.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Going Crazy


So, I think I have officially gone crazy. I mean, I know the wedding stuff, grad schools/jobs, and Kurt maybe being deployed, is enough to stress me out.... but to leave your car with the keys locked in, STILL RUNNING for 9 hours, that's just a symptom of insanity. I don't know what I can do to remedy this situation, but whatever it is, I better figure it out fast.

I applied for another job today. A fisheries technician job that is about a half our away from Fayetteville. It would only be from May to October, but if I got into graduate school, maybe I could work there for the summer (it pays up to 20 bucks an hour) to save some money for Kurt and I. A gal has to contribute to the family income right? ;). Who knows with these jobs though, half the time they don't even call back!

I had my dress fitting last night too, the dress is beautiful, but I really need to go to the gym more. Just as I suspected, last night provided a giant blast of work out motivation. Off to the gym I go!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Just Passing the Time

So, in an attempt to pass the time before the wedding and grad school notifications go out, I decided that reading would be the best way to keep my anxiety down. Basically, I'm hoping to acquire a huge pile of books that will keep me busy for the next three weeks. I've found that the best way to actually do this is Ebay! Right now, I'm reading "Moon Shell Beach", by Nancy Thayer, and I got the book hard back, basically new, for $4.00!



I've found that books with beach settings, or forest settings, calm me down the most (even though I love suspensful ones too. My favorite was "The Hunger Games", by Suzanne Collins. BOTH OF THEM, you won't be able to put them down). I enjoy the author's description of being outside, and the feelings associated with it. I really love Luanne Rice, and she had Moon Shell Beach on her recommended list. In the book, one of the women owns a chocolate shop on Nantucket. I always love reading books like this. I sometimes wish I could own a bakery, or a flower shop, or even a bed and breakfast by the ocean. Eh, maybe someday ;). I have always wanted to go to Nantucket though, maybe Kurt and I could go sometime!

I also am going to try to kick working out into high gear now that the wedding is two months away! I went running yesterday, and it was freezing. Snow was still on the ground too, but it was fun. Made me feel much more relaxed.

Dress fitting tonight!!

Monday, February 1, 2010

The Economy = Blah.


So, I just asked a prospective advisor from UNC what the status of my application was, and he replied by saying that it was 'on hold for the moment, funding issues are the biggest challenge.'

GAHH!!!

Again?? Really? Won't the economy get any better for us poor youngins that just want to further our education?

Same goes for NC State. My prospective advisor there has time for a student, but can't fund them. He said he'd be willing to accept me if I could pay for my first year (which could be a possibility bc I will be an NC resident at that time).

Needless to say, Duke, which would cost a bajillion dollars anyway, should start sending out acceptance/rejection emails starting the end of next week, and continuing on until March 15.

The waiting game continues.........

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Cake Tasting!



After a great night with my girls (who I love so much!), my mom, Jacquelyn, and I went to Doughmain Bakery today to taste cakes! It was amazing! All of them were delicious of course, and we were really thankful that they had coffee to offer, because we ran out of the door without enough time to make a quick to-go cup.

We decided to pick a marbel cake with buttercream frosting in between the layers. Originally, we thought red velvet would be nice but it wasn't work the extra 80 cents a person.
Anyway, the decorations are going to be so awesome. It's going to be a mixture of the two above (from the knot) only with green leaves, thin branches like the white cake only a little more of them. There's going to be a heart in the middle like the yellow cake, with our monogram KHK, almost like it was carved into a tree :) I'm so excited!

Friday, January 29, 2010

A Little Back-Tracking to MO!



I have been meaning to post this... Last weekend, I went to Missouri to see Kurt, and we saw Avatar. It was sweet. I think it probably could have been cut short by a half hour, but the special effects were amazing; ESPECIALLY when they showed the forest creatures and all of the biodiversity there.

Kurt and I also picked out all of our wedding readings and psalms! I wish I never left MO, its great spending time with Kurt and feeling already married. Just more reminders of why he's the best ;)

A few more checks off of the list!



So Yesterday, my mom and I went to David's Bridal, to find her a dress for the wedding. She ended up choosing this one! It looks so great on her, I think it's actually more purple than this, but elegant none-the-less. She also bought a purple cover up to go with it.



I also bought these shoes for my dress, and the garter! Before we went to David's though, we went to pick out our music for the ceremony. Patti (the organist) was amazing, and my mom and I almost started crying when she started playing the song I'm walking in to (Trumpet Voluntary, by H. Purcell). Wow everything is getting so close, I can't even concentrate at work or with anything else! Hurry up April.......

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Sometimes I can't help but believe these.......


Definitely thought this zodiac sign description was right on... not sure about the good kisser part tho, ha.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive.. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

Kurt is an Aries, and his is like him too... minus the short fuse and selfishness.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic.. Adventurous and spontaneous... Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing... Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic

Favors



Here are the favors! The ribbons will be a different color, most likely yellow or blue. So excited!

Catering Negotiations Complete!

After work yesterday, I drove home to put the finishing touches on all of the catering arangements for the wedding!
Without giving too much away, we're having a smores station for desert in addition to the wedding cake! I'm so excited for this part, its so 'us.'
Well, with that down, now its time to get into the full swing of invitations and favors.

I'm so excited to try on my dress and see what it looks like!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Well, after a great weekend in MO, it's back to reality :( I love feeling like we're married already, but it's dissapointing to have to leave.

I swear this place makes me insane, I'm just not made to sit in front of the computer all day long! The good news is, I have plenty to do to help me procrastinate: I'm meeting with the caterer today, I have a wedding music meeting on Thursday, cake tasting on Saturday, my wedding dress is in(!), I have to put together the favors, and FINALLY, get ready to send the invitations!
It's a good thing all of this is happening, otherwise I'd fall into the trap of obsessing over grad school admissions again.

WHICH reminds me, last night I saw that the professor I want to work with is soliciting undergrads and recent grads as summer interns, and paying them 1300 a month, which is a good sign, because it means he has moolah. Hopefully moolah for ME. I guess we'll find out. The ad com should be meeting this week, and if I'm admitted right away, I'll know in a week or two. After that I suppose I'll email him for the status....

Friday, January 22, 2010

Day 2: Anxiously Awaiting

This is my second post after I swore to myself I wouldn't start blogging. hmmmm...oh well, 7.5 hours in front of a computer at work just lures me to this site. Working with numbers all day just numbs my brain. Anywho, I got an email today from a professor and NC State, who works with forest ecosystem conservation. I had contacted him before about possibly working with him, and funding my first year because (once again) due to the economy, he has no funding for new students. However, it would be WAY cheaper than Duke because I could be in-state resident the first year, and I'd at least have a back up.

Then I wonder... if this is the only place I get in, would I be satisfied working away from the ocean? This is terrible. Everything is so uncertain. I wish I could just move on, get admitted to a school, get married, and start my new life now! yesterday, another obstacle presented itself; the chances of Kurt being deployed right away are getting higher, so even if I do get into school, he might not even be there and I'd be in NC alone. I wish I could fast forward to our wedding right now, I'm ready to figure all of this stuff out and get a move on.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

My Attempt at Blogging/Keeping Myself Busy



Originally, I had the idea of making this blog to keep track of my friends who are now re-locating all across the US and beyond, and I had zero intentions of actually writing my own. Having other people reading my thoughts isn't exactly comforting, but I figured the theraputic benefits would outweigh my other concerns(Graduate school decisions and wedding planning stress me out to no end), and I always used to love writing before I left all of my nerdy hobbies behind in Middle School in an attempt to fit in.

That being said, this is my attempt to bring back my old self some more as I get ready to move to North Carolina with my soon to be husband! So I'm admitting it; I was/am a nerd. When I was younger, I was obsessed with bird watching and arts and crafts. I used to make some sweet cross stich projects back in the day. Once I got to High School, I decided I wanted to be a vet, until I dug deep down and realized I'm going to be myself no matter what anyone thinks, and changed my major to Wildlife Conservation (with full realization that I'll be living in a box for the rest of my life due to the low salary ranges) After graduating from UD, I have decided to apply for a Masters degree in marine science/coastal environmental management. I only applied to two schools. Stupid idea? yes. Talk about putting all of your eggs in one basket. Now I'm patiently waiting for the results from these schools, and I'll know hopefully by the end of February/early March. Luckily though, this is before my wedding in April, so I'll know whether or not to sulk or do the happy dance weeks in advance of down the aisle. Needless to say, my stress levels are high.

I'm actually on a diving dry spell right now. I feel like I'm drowning because I'm away from the water.... Ironic. There's something about being underwater and hearing nothing but your own breathing, and the clicking and snapping of fish as they pick algae off of the reef. Huge de-stresser. Hopefully Kurt and I will be able to go soon.... Shout out to Lisa.. I miss my dive buddy! Actually, I wish I was on some beach with hubby... hence the picture.
Agh back to work.